5/1/14 1:44pm
An email was sent to my dad about 10 minutes ago. It said simply that me, Prince, and Dove would like to have coffee with him... He can bring his wife (my step-mother) if he wants...
I decided that I want to do it with all of us there. But start out by saying that we aren't trying to gang up on him. But I don't know how to answer some questions and it would be easier for even him if Prince and Dove were there to answer questions as well...
I feel like I have skipped the butterflies of nerves and gone strait to the humming birds with spiky beaks. He has not yet come to an answer yet if he can or can't. But I am very afraid that he will see me differently and not in a good way.
More to come in the same post so keep an updating view!
5/1/14 2:11pm
Dad sent an email back asking the subject... Not wanting to reply too much information via email, I told him that it had to do with 'Relationships and Futures. Mainly with Prince and Dove. And a project that we have been working on'. Relationships referring to my relationship with Prince and Dove as well as my relationship with my dad. Futures suggesting that our future relationships as well as our futures in general. The project meaning the Blog, but I am not sure if I am going to let him read it... yet anyways... I am just worried about the content and how I want him to view is oldest daughter...
5/1/14 5:09pm
We meet my dad in 11 minutes at the local cafe... Nerves are setting in... I feel like I am just about to go on stage with my pants dropped and a toilet plunger on my head... How do I do this? What do I say? What if he thinks that we have been lying to him for months?? What if he changes his mind about Prince? What if... What if... What if... I'm killin myself here guys! Stressing myself right in to an early grave!
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