Hey, I'm Red. An alias given to me by a very dear friend of mine. Ever heard of the SisterWives? Well the tv doesn't ever show what's behind the scenes. All of the jealousy, truths, and drama. It's true, the happy is there... we just haven't gotten that far yet. It's just me, Prince, and SnowDove so far... and yet I still question whether I stay or go. We have only been together since November of 2013 but it feels like longer...
In choosing our aliases, mine was easy. Prince started calling me Red because of the color of my hair. Though if you think of the color red, what does it mean? It is the color of energy, passion, and action. Where, when I think of the color red, I think of anger and hatred. Funny how I see myself as a different person then Prince or SnowDove see me. But I chose to use it. Whereas, Prince and SnowDove were not as easy.
I chose to use Prince for him because he is like my prince. That is my name for him, the one that means the most to me... In defining prince, I choose to use my own meaning rather then the Google Definition which is the sone of a monarch. His father isn't so much of a monarch, but rather a dunce. My definition of a prince is;
- understanding
- patient
- compassionate
- leader by nature; by heart
- intelligent: wise
- strong in all aspects
- handsomer
- passionate
- charismatic
And most of all;
- fulfills the dreams of his beloved
SnowDove, however, was not my idea but hers. Taken from the actual meaning of dove; a person who advocates peaceful or conciliatory policies. And referring to snow as white, meaning pure. This is what she wants to be, rather then what is her. Our job as partners is to help her become what she wants to be and lead her away from what she doesn't like being.
Red is very right. I want this so much that I need ask for the help of my partners to do it and when I read something I don't understand or feeling like getting mad about I first need to go to them and ask in a very calm what was meant by what was said.
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