Alone Time; Dismissed.

     Dove doesn't want me and Prince to have Alone Time with her in the house anymore. But the only time that she can get alone time with him is when I'm here... I've been thinking of other ways to solve this problem... and one solution is for me to leave and come back only when I have the gas money. But then she gets more time. Another solution is for Prince to get a job and another house for me to stay at so we can avoid the issues that Dove and I have. But that is a waist of resources and I have quite a few issues with that solution... Maybe Time Cards? HELL NO!!!!!! haha.
     I understand that I have a long time with Prince alone, especially because I don't have a job, and she does. The boys are at school all day and I have the house with just Prince... The timing isn't fair. I know this. But what else is there to do? We really need suggestions. I feel it really isn't fair that, because of my time with him, I no longer have the privilege to ask for Alone Time with him. It really bothers me that Dove still can, but she can tell me that I can't...
     Am I expecting too much? Is it just too early in the relationship to ask for that much Equality? How do I know if anything is Right or Wrong? There isn't really anybody to help us as a group... And if it is just too soon, then how do I deal with irrational emotions. I'm not okay with this as I stand. But I know that neither of them are okay with a lot of things that are going on.
     I know that it would help me to have somebody else to talk to... Someone other then Dove or Prince...
    
     I turn to lists when I can, I think that I really need to make a fucking list again... Not looking forward to the list-making process...